Doubt. How many times has doubt filled your mind? In my case, more then I can count on my two hands and my feet. I am in to more double doubt digits then I can count through the years.
I considered closing down my purposeful passion: "Living Stones Ministries Rock On!" I had a moment of doubt enter my mind: "Am I really serving others through the projects?"
I met Berlena, who is now in her 80's, at Seattle's First Christian Church around 19-years ago. By observing and being in conversation with her throughout the years, she inspires others.
Berlena took care of her husband at home until she realized it was time for more help with his care. Berlena is a retired Activities Director for a continuing care retirement community. I enjoy when she gets up during the worship service and shares a story before offertory. The people listen.
Helene was a small child at the same church. I remember Helena in Vacation Bible School tie dying a tee shirt. She is now an elementary school teacher. Helene recently helped with gathering donations for Mary Place's at church. She drives Berlena to church and maybe other places.
After church I had lunch with Helene, Berlena and, our friend, Carol at local pizzeria. It was joyful. I felt the love between Berlena and Helene.
I reflected upon our lunch and my doubt slowly dissipated. Berlena had taught me how it was to appreciate activities and life enrichment as one ages. Helene gave me hope for an up and coming generation, who will take my place some day.
My doubt left me as I made a hat on Sunday late night and one last that will be complete tonight. Living Stones will continue for one more year and a picture is worth a few words that remove doubt and share love.
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